Losing a part of me

I confess, I did not expect to see my weight drop this morning. It did, and I am grateful for that. I am still in a terrible headspace, but I have thought of a couple of possible solutions for at least one of my issues.

I had breakfast this morning with a lodge brother who has been very ill, and it was wonderful to see him again after two months… and to see his health improving. I then met with another brother for coffee, and we had a good chat. I went to see a third brother for a cigar, and between the three of them, I think I am feeling slightly better.