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There may be light at the end of this darkness. We will see. More tomorrow.

I went for a 9km walk yesterday for the first time since my life fell apart. It felt great. I am lying… but it felt like I was getting back on track.

Then I got a phone call. I was already drinking, but I would not have had that much to drink had I not gotten the call. I have not been that drunk in a very long time.

I did not drop as much of the weight that I gained as I would have liked, but I still dropped some of it, and I am happy about that. Hopefully by the weekend I will be back to where I was a couple of days ago.

Tomorrow morning is the second part of my dental surgery. I am not looking forward to it, but I will be glad to have it behind me. I have had the hole in my teeth for nearly three years, and I am glad to be getting it fixed.

I changed the entire layout of my living room today. I needed the change.

I gained way too much weight today. Too much turkey? Wow.

I did not sleep well last night. I also did not eat well yesterday. I really have to get off this rollercoaster. Starting Wednesday I am going to do a few days of the intense diet to see if I can kick myself back onto the right track.

December 20 – A day I apparently forgot to press Publish.

I am stumbling through this day like a zombie. Praying that I have a better day than yesterday (which was a complete disaster).

Not doing well. Gotta get back!

Another sucky day. I hope I can get back on track tomorrow. Emotionally, eating, everything sucks right now.

Been a long day. I’ll write tomorrow.