Category: Despair
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Day 980
I was doing well yesterday… and then I had to wait for my prescription at the Shoppers Drug Mart. I do not know what possessed me to buy a bag of chips and a bag of dried mango. I have to get a hold of myself! My knee has been hurting the last couple of…
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Day 979
Today my food intake was better than it has been… but I still need to get a hold of myself. I hope that this weight gain deluge is either over or at least nearly so.
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Day 978
I did better yesterday than the day before… but I am still slipping. I know that if I could finally get a decent night’s sleep then I might have the energy to get through the day without falling off the program. That decent night was not last night.Â
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Day 977
I ate better yesterday than I had been the previous few days, and I expected to see good results on the bathroom scale this morning. No dice. KMN. Happy Monday.
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Day 976
I have to get back on track. This is ridiculous. Hopefully the next two weeks of teaching will help.
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Day 961
A couple of years ago I would have begun this entry with a dozen curse words. I would have been throwing things and spewing vile and anger. I am trying to be a better man, so I will simply say that I am extremely disappointed that after going all of Friday without solid food, only…
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Day 950
Despite the heat yesterday, I logged a 9km walk. I ate breakfast and lunch, and then I had two meal replacements in the late afternoon and then evening. I do not think it right that my weight was, once again, up this morning. Phooey. Don’t get me wrong… it was only up a few ounces…
Losing a part of me 