Category: Despair
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Day 1094
My weight did not drop below the terrible mark this morning, but it is closer than it has been since before Christmas. Another really good day and I just might hit it. More likely, if I am good for another couple of days, then I should drop below the mark. I have been in a…
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Day 1093
I had a busy day and nearly forgot to post. Here I am. I started the day upset because I ate well yesterday but still gained a pound this morning. I have to remember… it’s the trend and not points on a graph.
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Day 1007
The last few days have been a complete and total disaster with regard to my diet. I have no idea how I ended up gaining over two pounds this morning. I hate myself for it.
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Day 999
I was hoping that my weight would finally dip back below that dreaded number today… no such luck. Tomorrow the odometer changes from three- to four-digits. Hopefully I will be able to celebrate that very small but important re-milestone then.
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Day 997
I am still not sleeping nearly as well as I would like, but sometimes I wonder how accurate the scores on my fitness watch are. I trust it completely for my walking and heart rate, but whether my sleep score is correct? I’m not sure. Yes, I think I could have slept a little better…
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Day 995
My weight did not drop from yesterday to this morning… nor did it go up. It is disgustingly up from before my trip, but at least it did not go higher today. This evening, we begin the fast of Yom Kippur… the Day of Atonement. I hope that a day without eating will help.
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Day 994
I was right… and I don’t want to talk about it. I was absolutely disgusted by the numbers on the bathroom scale this morning.
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Day 983
I stepped onto the bathroom scale yesterday morning and saw that I had lost all of the progress I had made since mid-August. I have to get back on track. Fortunately – and this is not a lot of consolation, but some – my weight was down this morning, and I am just a couple…
Losing a part of me 