Category: Despair
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Day 925
I was able to follow my plan yesterday, so when I hopped onto the bathroom scale this morning, I was relieved that my weight dropped to almost Wednesday’s number. I am still above the horrible 295 lbs. mark, but closer to it today than to 300 lbs. (which I was closer to yesterday). My knee…
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Day 922
I am spiraling out of control with my weight and I have to put a stop to it. I am higher today than I have been… and forget about the dreaded 290 lbs., I am over 295. This must stop!
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Day 920
I got my days skewed again, mostly because I have not been doing well on progress… or with my mental health. I did actually lose weight this morning, but I have to keep on that trend before I get excited. The fact that I weighed in yesterday at my highest in months did not bode…
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Day 803
I got back to my apartment at 2:00am and decided it was better to start packing before I went to sleep, rather than rushing it and trying to do everything in the morning. It was not at all surprising that although I came down with two suitcases that weighed 60 lbs. each and two carry-ons…
Losing a part of me 