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Day 1270
As I had the previous day, I stuck to my program religiously yesterday… with the (again) pinch of grated cheese that I nibbled as I was giving Princess Sophie hers. In fact, owing to a weird schedule and a possibly failing memory, it is possible that I ingested even less than I am supposed to
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Day 1269
I made it through Day 2 of the program mostly unscathed. As much as I hate myself and my weight gains these last eighteen months (and especially the last three), I know that I have to force myself to stay on track because the only way that I will ever not hate myself is to
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Day 1268
It was Sophie’s fault. Okay, that is both wrong and unfair. The explanation for it, unjustified though it may be, is that I was extremely hungry as I prepared to end my class yesterday, and my plan was to have a meal replacement shake before taking HRF Princess Sophie out for her walk. She was
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Day 1267 – Afternoon
I was afraid this was going to happen. I had my meal replacement shake at lunchtime as I was planning to, and I have been drinking water. Right after lunch I realized I had a headache so I took a couple of Aspirin. They didn’t help. Why? My headache – and now my sluggishness –
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Day 1267
Day 1… partial. Realizing I had six eggs left in the house, I had three for breakfast this morning and will do the same tomorrow. That will be the only food I eat that is off my program. It starts today.
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Day 1266
I thought long and hard about pushing my Day 1 to the weekend. I had a few excuses in my mind, chiefly that I know that on the first few days I might have no energy, and I need that energy to teach and to get through my day. There were others as well but
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Day 1265
I am looking forward at this point to Thursday. I said that Wednesday my buddy is preparing me a birthday dinner, and that would be the end of my eating. My diet begins Thursday morning. It is stupid to say that I am resuming it because I have been falling for so long.
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Day 1264
I had a much better day than yesterday. Yesterday just sucked ass. I just do not feel like writing…
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Day 1263
This weekend has been unique in my experience. I drove to Strathroy Friday morning and my buddy greeted me and immediately took off. He and his wife are spending the weekend away. I walked into the house and was greeted (somewhat) by sixteen legs… two children (9 & 6 years old), a dog named Buddy,
