Category: Sadness
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Day 917
I did not gain or lose any weight this morning. I was a little disappointed, but I know that I did not overeat yesterday, and that the weight loss will be reflected… maybe tomorrow. I am still trying to shake the funk that I’ve been in. At least Leslie and I are good. Have a…
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Day 914
I overate last night, and because of that my weight went up again this morning. It would be easy to think that it was because of a spat that Leslie and I had. I can assure you that it was not that at all. I was in a lousy mood. And the food was there.…
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Day 905
I was relieved (and somewhat surprised) to see my weight again from yesterday morning. I am not doing great on my diet, but I suppose I am not doing as terribly as I might. It is hard to stay true to it when I am so down, but I will keep trying. Don’t worry… I…
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Day 904
I did marginally better yesterday than I did the day before, and my weight did drop on the bathroom scale… a little. I hope that I did better today. With that said, I have been extremely down. Two friends came to see me at different points during the day. It was good to see them…
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Day 903
I have been very down since I dropped Leslie at the airport yesterday. My eating reflected that, and I was shocked by the number on my bathroom scale this morning. I tried to do better today, and maybe I did… but only a little.
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Day 902
It was all that I could do to not cry as I dropped Leslie off at the airport this morning. We got up as usual, so after my morning rituals I took Her Royal Floofness out for a very short walk… as I suspected it would be as soon as I realized that it was…
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Day 901
My weight dropped almost half a pound this morning. This despite not having any success on the throne this morning, and after Leslie and I ate a delicious but very large piece of fish with a couple of egg rolls for dinner… at 9:10pm. I have hope that within a day or two I might…
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Day 803
I got back to my apartment at 2:00am and decided it was better to start packing before I went to sleep, rather than rushing it and trying to do everything in the morning. It was not at all surprising that although I came down with two suitcases that weighed 60 lbs. each and two carry-ons…
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Day 626
Yesterday did not go as planned. I failed. I was fine all day but in the evening… it all went wrong. By ‘It’ of course I mean me. My weight was up this morning and I deserve nothing else. I will try to do better today. Some things are just so hard to deal with.…
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Day 590
I do not know why but yesterday evening was extremely difficult for me. I was feeling weak and like I wanted to give up. I knew that I had the provisions to make any number of cheat meals after my class… pasta, tuna or salmon salad… well, maybe not a huge number, but at least…
Losing a part of me 